can u feel the love tonight

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day

When the heat of the rolling world can be turned away

An enchanted moment, and it sees me through

It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you
And can you feel the love tonight

It is where we areIt's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer

That we got this far

And can you feel the love tonight

How it's laid to restIt's enough to make kings and vagabonds

Believe the very best
There's a time for everyone if they only learn

That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn

There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors

When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y

well, today i wil pass my 19th yrs old birthday, bye bye to 18,say hello to 19 =)
tis year b'day, i'm not consider alone( coz i stil got my dad n bro at home), but
i feel i m alone all the time...
tis year b'day, no cake, no flowers, no party, n i even didn receive a b'day greetings from a ppl in front of me (btw a lot of greetings n wishes from fb n sms) thank u guyz~
bored, disappointed, annoyed, sad all these words can be use to descibe me in my this 19th birthday
tell myself dnt wan to think a lot alth i know my b'day in these continuous years will still the same as today
nvm, today i wil try to get use of this feel so next year b'day i wil be as usual, if can, i hope i wil forget myself b'day as well so tat i won't get the down mood bcoz of feeling lonely...
rather than go shopping or watch movie alone, i think i better stay at home to continue write my bi shun n sleeping so that the time wil pass quickly XD

lastly, i wan to thank God that u let me born in this world at 1 dec 1990 n
i appreciate myself... Amen

当你想着我

当你想着我

点点的星空 长长的银河
有你写过的歌
北半球是冬夜 绵绵下着雪
多想你看见
弯弯的彩虹 亮亮的天色
你是否快乐
抬头看看天 有我在你的明天
别怕黑（我怕黑）
当你想着我 当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙 有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我 当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞 两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中 拥抱你的温热
酸酸的想念 甜甜的心愿
要等你实现
越长的时间 我就越能够肯定
你最美（我最美）
当你想着我 当你唱着歌
在安静的时刻
同一个宇宙 有两个尽头
我听见你的感动
当你想着我 当你唱着歌
在喧哗的时刻
一个人寂寞 两颗心都懂
我陪在你梦中 拥抱你的温热
说好了不让你太担忧
想念你的温柔 等到再见面
我们也更成熟 再不放手

这首歌描述两个分隔两地的情侣，如何藉由思念来给对方温暖
p/s:当你想我的时候，就听这首歌，希望我和你都不会感到孤单害怕~我们很快就会再团聚了。。。

24 October 2009 saturday

today woke up at 9am
i think is the first time i most late wake up in this few months
everyday i wil be very 'punctual' wake up at 6am
my daily routine is always the same
wake up, breakfast, go lecture class, then rest a while and will continue pj or gerko in the afternoon, then back hostel bath, wash cloth, dinner and study a while and finally go to dream
THIS IS ME
juz can use a word describe--- BORING
and the most dahsyat is
my final exam are coming soon
now everyday juz only can facing the book only
kinda worry how is my result. haiz

UKJK

today.... finally finish the most scary exam that i had been worry for this few months
this exam is call UKJK -- Ujian Kecerdasan Jasmani dan Kesihatan
Pn Clare today had ask us to define this word
but no ppl can answer this question wif confident, thus we all had been lecture by her( me is first time la) =.="
then the task that we need to go through had 5, include
sit-up, press up, jangkau, lompat jauh and finally is the 2.4km
this is the most scary role
haiz... i had use over 17minutes to finish run
walao... during the 6th round then i start stomach ache liao
those pain ah... hmmm...no words can describe
juz can say is extremely pain, is pain until wan faint down and wan send to hospital de
and it is unbelievable, i cant imagine n belief that today i reli can finish my 2.4task... wohoooo~
hahahahahaha.... today is the most memorable day in my college life
i reli cant forget it
and today i reli very beh song during the press up
haiz... who ask me is the first person in my class
every station i blur blur n be the guinea pig
1st person to do the 'experiment'
reli pik cik betul... i belief i can score more higher than what i had done today
juz because i am the FIRST person... haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~
now i know the rules liao, i believe next sem i can do more better!!
big yai yai, we together gambateh la
i know today u run that fast speed is a bit because of me de right?
congrats to u in your 2.4 la
hehe~ muackssss

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

first of all, i nid to express myself in an ordinary way
this type of ordinary way ah, ehem~~~
by playing balls? sing k? shopping? eating a lot of food until i no longer can withstand?
hahahahaha... nope, now i think the best way is to sleep
sleep can make me forget any unhappy things
during the time we sleeping, we might dream some sweet dream that we longing for
yea, so juz SLEEP!!!
i think i will direct go to bed as i finish post this blog

2day reli happened a lot unexpeceted things
all are happened under condition that i stil not ready yet
juz like the exam
i reli reli... speechless
HAIZ~~~~
i hate this kind of feeling de
y suddenly tell me that we will exam juz 5minutes later?
TMD!!! i didn do any revision yet
i been live for 19 years, n this is the 1st time i didn do any revision before go to the war
me very geng la kan?
more gin yao than study at form6 lolx
then during the exam i keep sweating
oppsss~ is sweat cold =.="
mostly of the question i dunno how 2 answer
die ngang la this time
no face to see mr chow n miss chin liao
then after finish exam i terus back hostel n sing a song
n i edit the song wif a new version
the lyrics all are about my exam
i wan to release my anger by sing that song!!!


then... at nite...
i start going through some weird condition
dnt know can consider as argue or not
haiz
i reli dnt knw y i will always like that
is my fault? or we dnt understand each other so will lead to such condition
today is our 1month anniversary
dnt knw he still remember or not
if he cant remember, i wont blame him
coz guyz always got their own problem n will not waste time to remember such funny stuff
reli nvm de
hmm.... i think is time for me to sleep liao
2moro still need early wake up jogging wif my frens
jia you lo~

moody-ing

recently, dunno y always feel very tired
do watever also no energy like that...
feeling wan 2 die
ate too many liao... espeacially those stuff wif chocolate de
I HAD TOOK A LOT THEM
ahaha i'm gonna scold by shiling them coz they say i attempt them to eat those choco stuff XD
2day badminton gerko cancel again~ waliao
i enough pik cik after heard
y those stupid lecturer wont early inform us so that we wil not waste time n energy to climb up 2 dewan anjung there?
dont u think that 104 stairs wil make me sweat a lot?
N I GONNA EXAM SOON!! i dnt wan 2 waste my time on juz for the gerko
ishhhhhhhh.... so gik liao
mayb i will follow shiling go bukit padang soon
it will better for me
no nid pay for the contract n i can live better wif no any annoy at thr... hahahaha XD