24 October 2009 saturday

today woke up at 9am
i think is the first time i most late wake up in this few months
everyday i wil be very 'punctual' wake up at 6am
my daily routine is always the same
wake up, breakfast, go lecture class, then rest a while and will continue pj or gerko in the afternoon, then back hostel bath, wash cloth, dinner and study a while and finally go to dream
THIS IS ME
juz can use a word describe--- BORING
and the most dahsyat is
my final exam are coming soon
now everyday juz only can facing the book only
kinda worry how is my result. haiz

UKJK

today.... finally finish the most scary exam that i had been worry for this few months
this exam is call UKJK -- Ujian Kecerdasan Jasmani dan Kesihatan
Pn Clare today had ask us to define this word
but no ppl can answer this question wif confident, thus we all had been lecture by her( me is first time la) =.="
then the task that we need to go through had 5, include
sit-up, press up, jangkau, lompat jauh and finally is the 2.4km
this is the most scary role
haiz... i had use over 17minutes to finish run
walao... during the 6th round then i start stomach ache liao
those pain ah... hmmm...no words can describe
juz can say is extremely pain, is pain until wan faint down and wan send to hospital de
and it is unbelievable, i cant imagine n belief that today i reli can finish my 2.4task... wohoooo~
hahahahahaha.... today is the most memorable day in my college life
i reli cant forget it
and today i reli very beh song during the press up
haiz... who ask me is the first person in my class
every station i blur blur n be the guinea pig
1st person to do the 'experiment'
reli pik cik betul... i belief i can score more higher than what i had done today
juz because i am the FIRST person... haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~
now i know the rules liao, i believe next sem i can do more better!!
big yai yai, we together gambateh la
i know today u run that fast speed is a bit because of me de right?
congrats to u in your 2.4 la
hehe~ muackssss

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

first of all, i nid to express myself in an ordinary way
this type of ordinary way ah, ehem~~~
by playing balls? sing k? shopping? eating a lot of food until i no longer can withstand?
hahahahaha... nope, now i think the best way is to sleep
sleep can make me forget any unhappy things
during the time we sleeping, we might dream some sweet dream that we longing for
yea, so juz SLEEP!!!
i think i will direct go to bed as i finish post this blog

2day reli happened a lot unexpeceted things
all are happened under condition that i stil not ready yet
juz like the exam
i reli reli... speechless
HAIZ~~~~
i hate this kind of feeling de
y suddenly tell me that we will exam juz 5minutes later?
TMD!!! i didn do any revision yet
i been live for 19 years, n this is the 1st time i didn do any revision before go to the war
me very geng la kan?
more gin yao than study at form6 lolx
then during the exam i keep sweating
oppsss~ is sweat cold =.="
mostly of the question i dunno how 2 answer
die ngang la this time
no face to see mr chow n miss chin liao
then after finish exam i terus back hostel n sing a song
n i edit the song wif a new version
the lyrics all are about my exam
i wan to release my anger by sing that song!!!


then... at nite...
i start going through some weird condition
dnt know can consider as argue or not
haiz
i reli dnt knw y i will always like that
is my fault? or we dnt understand each other so will lead to such condition
today is our 1month anniversary
dnt knw he still remember or not
if he cant remember, i wont blame him
coz guyz always got their own problem n will not waste time to remember such funny stuff
reli nvm de
hmm.... i think is time for me to sleep liao
2moro still need early wake up jogging wif my frens
jia you lo~

moody-ing

recently, dunno y always feel very tired
do watever also no energy like that...
feeling wan 2 die
ate too many liao... espeacially those stuff wif chocolate de
I HAD TOOK A LOT THEM
ahaha i'm gonna scold by shiling them coz they say i attempt them to eat those choco stuff XD
2day badminton gerko cancel again~ waliao
i enough pik cik after heard
y those stupid lecturer wont early inform us so that we wil not waste time n energy to climb up 2 dewan anjung there?
dont u think that 104 stairs wil make me sweat a lot?
N I GONNA EXAM SOON!! i dnt wan 2 waste my time on juz for the gerko
ishhhhhhhh.... so gik liao
mayb i will follow shiling go bukit padang soon
it will better for me
no nid pay for the contract n i can live better wif no any annoy at thr... hahahaha XD

super duper speechless

2day i think is the most unfortunate day for me in this few months


i very HATE this kind of feeling


haiz... no ppl wil understand me de







well... start from the afternoon me n big yai yai go to Mc D took our lunch


then. he accom me go to maybank at cp thr to withdraw money


but i cant take even 1sen from my account


ok fine... i thought is the bank problem


mayb is something like out of service or wat wat la


then i didnt think much at first


we continue walk to alliance bank that near the pasar de

then the result is "transaction rejected"

walao... ok

then we decide back to public bank that opposite warisan thr

a lot of ppl inside thr, so we juz waiting for our turn

then the same result make me disappoint again... haiz

now i start to get more worry liao

i feeling wan to cry

but i not dare to cry coz big yai yai must wil very worry me de

then he say we go to maybank at near karamunsing thr

we go thr by taxi, waste liao Rm10

so heartpain T.T

the result more make me shock

even cimb bank de atm card also cant use, even cant check for the account balance

WTF! This time i knw i must die liao

my wallet juz left for Rm5

how can i endure for this few months for juz Rm5?

i had walk to almost 10 banks 2day but i cant even get 1 sen=.=

God pls save me la

dnt play me liao, without $$$ at here i gonna die soon

then back hostel liao i thought i can relax my mind

then suddenly got a senior told me that my skirt that i wear during tanglung festival was too short

OMG la... i reli will die soon

haiz... i wan back to my hometown liao la

at here i reli wil kih siao de

9 October 2009

juz finish bath n washed clothes...

actualy i should be very tired de, coz i had ran my school field for 6 rounds= 2.4km. owhhhhhh

hmm... but i dunno y i juz feel a bit tired, not as i expect de~



this week quite many activities waiting for us to do, make me feel a bit exhausted

2moro nite that majlis penutupan, i still thinking whether wan 2 escape or not

n sunday that suck dunno wat wat hari raya penutupan, make me feel annoy only~

haiz... dunno wan kind of maktab is this, watever celebration nid 2 postpone or delay until very late baru celebrate again=.="



and and and... my plan nid 2 change liao

haiz... dunno should happy or sad

hmm nvm la~ save money is a good thing too.

not as that stupid lecturer TGH said we nid to finish our money in juz eat n enjoy

reli kih siao de



2moro got kelas ganti, start frm 8am.
2nite nid to study hard for my presentation liao
gambateh la~ must nt let mr chow disappoint

last day

well... today is the last day i stay at my hometown
means i gonna back to kk 2moro
after this holiday, i need to wait until end of november then can get my sem break
so i think i will feel extra EXHAUSTED in this two months
miss the soup n dishes cook by my mum
miss my bed, my plush toys~~

quite emo recently... juz like the weather at sdk here
sometimes sunny, sometimes rain
juz bcoz of one person
but in overall
actualy i'm not happy during this holiday
as i had said before
when the 2nd day i back to here

i dnt know why this holiday will make me so tired
and i start feeling many things dont know how to share wif ppl
talk to myself is a best way
or wat i feel wat i want to say out
i juz write at my blog
yea... my blog~ my lil space juz for me to express myself in a relax way
nobody wil stop me, or nobody will give me comment that i dont want to listen
i juz can be myself at HERE

now, i try to understand a ppl that i very care
sometimes, i reli cant get what is inside his mind
alth he always say i can get what he thought in juz a moment
but... until yday i juz realise
actualy i not very know about him

sometimes can be very mad
sometimes juz ordinary, nothing special
sometimes get angry very easy
i feel... very scare
worry
i dont know how to say
is juz... a feel that i never try before
with him, i always need to try my best to console him
standby his side, so that if he wan to fa xie
then he can direct come find me
haiz...
i dont know i can endure until when
actualy i will not call it as 'endure'
but juz mayb i wil take it as a process to let me know more about him
and get closer to him
try to get what is him thinking actualy
and i hope i can try my best to help him
maybe what he annoy and the sadness store in his heart are countless
i always think that my suffer are enough big for me to withstand
but he tell me that there are a lot of ppl at outside are suffering more than me
yea... i guess u'r right~
thanks for telling me that
so now i hav enough faith to stand up straight
to face the challenge n unknown wonders that coming for me


p/s: if u hav read this blog, pleasa smile for me. ^^